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its getting worse.
i really wish this will stop.
when will it end?
its torturing me.
the pain.
is over bearing.
i cant handle it.
those silence cries.
behind those four walls.
makes it worse.
ive been telling myself to be happy.
but why.
each time i remind myself.
the harder it gets.
and its like a stabbing knife into my heart.
each time i wanna be happy.
im getting so tired.
i wish.
i could be so carefree.
and those worries all behind me.
but.
it could only be a wish.
for me to dream.
and never to be realized.
- feelings jumbled up.
emotions messed up.
12:08 AM
